"But how can someone so young be so sad and lonely?" I often wondered looking at those lips that seldom smiled.
"There has to be something that's killing her from within. And if only I could help may be I would." I said to myself.

"You can if you want to." Said she, as a teardrop trickled down her cheek, "but I know you wouldn't."

I wondered if she really spoke the truth when she added, "For grief has always been so dear to you that you would make me writhing in pain in the brothel of your imaginations than to be playing with a bunch of balloons in the yard where I should have been."
"And may be that's why, you'd rather talk to me about this, than to write a story about me where I could live happily."

http://sanhitabaruah9.blogspot.in/2013/10/ablaze-within.html

"I'm not even hungry," She said when I asked her how it felt like to stay hungry for the entire day for the well-being of a loved one...

And I know there was love that knew no bounds between the two when she confessed with a smile, "And even he hasn't taken a single drop of water since the morning."

#KarvaChauth

The "Crush"ed Cycle: 
do{
Day 1 Reports: Subject seems extremely attractive
Condition: Crush

Day 2 Reports : Subject seems to have a charming personality
Condition: Heavy Crush

Day 3 Reports : Subject seems to be a good person
Condition: Could-be-love Crush

Day 4 Reports : Subject speaks bad English
Condition: First Turn-off encountered

Day 5 Reports: Playboy signs detected
Condition: in question Crush

Day 6 Reports: Subject is seen with one/multiple woman/women
Condition: Heart-break

Day 7 Reports: New Subject Found
Condition: Examine for possible turn-offs
}while(turn-offs <= 1);

Because there are a million thoughts that never sleep
and a million more that wake up as each second passes by...
And it's insanity inside
but I can no longer keep quiet
Oh, I can't speak as well
I need to write
I have to write...

There's nothing more unattractive than a man who blames predestination for his own failures and a woman who blames men for her own vulnerability...

Blame thyself 

It's scary how someone can be so sad within
but smile in front of the entire world...

And then they will weep till they choke, 
and then wiping those tears away, 
they will laugh with you as if nothing happened..

How then will you ever trust that person enough to leave them alone??

Stay. Simply stay.

It's strange how people give up on you within weeks of promising that they will always be there..
and it's just sad that promises are destined to break
and when you had finally believed in that one promise
someday you give up on yourself too...
and it's not about love, it was never..
it is, at times, about barren hopes and a bleak tomorrow...