The "Crush"ed Cycle: 
do{
Day 1 Reports: Subject seems extremely attractive
Condition: Crush

Day 2 Reports : Subject seems to have a charming personality
Condition: Heavy Crush

Day 3 Reports : Subject seems to be a good person
Condition: Could-be-love Crush

Day 4 Reports : Subject speaks bad English
Condition: First Turn-off encountered

Day 5 Reports: Playboy signs detected
Condition: in question Crush

Day 6 Reports: Subject is seen with one/multiple woman/women
Condition: Heart-break

Day 7 Reports: New Subject Found
Condition: Examine for possible turn-offs
}while(turn-offs <= 1);

Because there are a million thoughts that never sleep
and a million more that wake up as each second passes by...
And it's insanity inside
but I can no longer keep quiet
Oh, I can't speak as well
I need to write
I have to write...

There's nothing more unattractive than a man who blames predestination for his own failures and a woman who blames men for her own vulnerability...

Blame thyself 

It's scary how someone can be so sad within
but smile in front of the entire world...

And then they will weep till they choke, 
and then wiping those tears away, 
they will laugh with you as if nothing happened..

How then will you ever trust that person enough to leave them alone??

Stay. Simply stay.

It's strange how people give up on you within weeks of promising that they will always be there..
and it's just sad that promises are destined to break
and when you had finally believed in that one promise
someday you give up on yourself too...
and it's not about love, it was never..
it is, at times, about barren hopes and a bleak tomorrow...

Of all the things you said I couldn't do

forgetting you has been the easiest...

Dahling, let those tears fall
they are not forever to stay
with them, let the brutal winter go too
for summer will be there for you

and may be this savagery
you do not deserve to see
but even if this cruel world hurts
know that I will be there for you...